Are you telling yourself "rational-lies"?

Psalms 4 – 6 were written by David. I can just feel David crying out to God in these three chapters. In Psalms 4 and 5 David cries out to God for answered prayer. “Answer me when I call, O God of my right!” (4:1 – NRSV) “Listen to the sound of my cry, my King and my God, for to you I pray.” (5:2 – NRSV) As I continued to read both of these Psalms, David realized God would listen to his prayers. He was confident in the Lord. He knew he could lie down and sleep in peace (4:8) because he was certain the Lord was with him and would make him safe. He also knew God was his refuge in times of troubles. God was the only protection David needed (5:11) from any circumstance he faced.

In chapter 6 David pours out his soul to God. David is not holding back or hiding a single thing from God. He is being completely open and honest. Being completely opening and honest with God is something I am working on as I continue to walk each day with Christ. Some days are better than others. I don’t know why I try to hide things. God can see everything I do right?

I know when I get things wrong I try to internalize them and sweep them under the rug saying “Oh, things will be better the next time.” Have you ever done that? Instead of going to God, I try to “rationalize” my way out of it. My Pastor says the word “rationalize” means to tell yourself “rational lies” – and I believe him. I have “justified” so many stories I must have “rational-lies-ed” some real whoppers!

In Psalm 6, David has complete trust in God. Instead of being a victim of his circumstance, he is choosing to deepen his faith by relying on God to deliver him. Remember it is only God who can put joy in our hearts and bring peace from the chaos in our lives.

Do you trust God with absolutely everything in your life? Do you talk to him like he’s your best friend or do you just go to Him in times of trouble? God desires a close and personal relationship with all of us. Prayer is the way we communicate with Him. Find time to “talk” with God throughout your day, you will be blessed if you do.

Life's little inconveniences can teach big lessons!

Philippians 2 (NCV) Does your life in Christ give you strength? Does his love comfort you? Do we share together in the spirit? Do you have mercy and kindness? If so, make me (Paul) very happy by having the same thoughts, sharing the same love, and having one mind and purpose. When you do things, do not let selfishness or pride be your guide. Instead, be humble and give more honor to others than to yourselves. Do not be interested only in your own life, but be interested in the lives of others.

Paul encourages the men and women of the church at Philippi to look beyond themselves and do nothing from selfish ambition but rather to the needs of others. In these verses, he is encouraging them to empty themselves just like Christ emptied himself.

Christ chose to leave all the comforts of His perfect heaven and step into this world of chaos because he loved us desired to be in a close personal relationship with us. He could have chosen to come to earth in any way he wanted, but chose to come in the most humble form – a baby.

Throughout his public ministry, Jesus humbly serves all people, even those who had been outcast by their community. He served without complaining or pushing the responsibility off on someone else. He didn’t complain that it was too early to get up or that he had too much to take care of at home. He was selfless in his giving. He loved, as His Father in heaven loved.

This morning I was reminded of this passage in Philippians when I came downstairs to start my morning quiet time. Early mornings seems to be the only time I get to myself to do anything. The rest of the day is filled with being a wife, a mother, and an employee. This morning, like all other mornings, I make my way downstairs, clean up after my dog and head for the coffee pot hopefully full of automatically-brewed piping hot coffee. This morning would prove to be a bit more of a challenge. God had a little lesson for me to learn.

I typically don’t mind taking care of my dog. She's such a little fighter, full of life and spunk – and also paralyzed in her hind legs. It was this morning she chose to to make a huge mess. “Oh man!” I blew out in frustration. It was going to take me longer than usual to clean up after her. My “schedule” was getting “upset” by the inconvenience.

It’s rather odd don’t you think? Let’s get real for just a moment, how “inconvenient” can it really be at 4:30 in the morning? I had two hours to fit in my quiet time and post to my blog. I still had plenty of time, yet I felt impatient. For some reason I felt like I didn’t “have time” to spend the extra time cleaning up after the dog. I wanted to be doing something else. Wasn’t what I wanted to do better than cleaning up the mess? It was in this very thought God spoke to me “it’s in the little things I’m working out the bigger things.”

I have to admit I put down the cleaning supplies and picked up my dog. It wasn’t her fault she made a mess… she’s paralyzed. God is using the little hindrances in my life to work out the bigger things like impatience and selfishness and show me how to be more compassionate and loving.

Father – forgive me when I let little annoyances send me off into a “tailspin” of things that are not of you. Help me to see that you are using these little instances in my life to work out the bigger issues affecting our relationship. I want to grow deeper in my relationship with you. Please continue to work on me as I grow closer to you. Amen.